Its been a long time since I done this. A very long time. Looking back on what I said and thought. Well.. Lets just say if someone told me that this is how things would turn out. We will be having an argument that would probably never end.
Let me skip through time. She got back. And I was more than shocked to see her phone call. Putting it simple, we talked and surprisingly she wanted to hang out with me. Even after all that happened. . I had no idea about what I was getting myself into… etc etc etc.. One thing led to another and before I knew it. I was having the time of my life with her. Sure they were difficult times. But every second I spent with her was a dream come true. All those year’s I been going on about how I crave for perfection. It took me some hard hits on the head to realize that ‘PERFECTION’ was right in front me. And I would be a coward to let her go.
Three months ago I was hoping, wishing and praying to be with her. Though I must say I admitted it a bit late. Better late than never right??? It took plenty of hard decisions on both of our sides. But eventually we managed to get through it. Most of you would say that from now on their be smooth sailing. But I beg to differ. At least in my case I do. They say getting to the top is hard. But staying there is a tougher challenge. Which is what I am going to be facing now. I cannot afford to let her slip by my fingers again. She means too much to me. And I would be a fool to let my ignorance and arrogance drive her away..AGAIN…
So this is to you my COW… I am insanely in love with you. And I am trying my best to make you feel happy and wanted. And I know I will fall short of my intention sometimes. I hope to god you would bare with me.
I am not a perfect man.. It’s not like I have all the answers. Someone once told me that it’s ok to get lost in the darkness. It can be scary and roofed with unknown paths. But I am not afraid of getting lost in the darkness with you. Because it’s only in the dark night that you see the stars. And the stars will bring us back home…
P.S It’s a story of you and me
you miss i
love you
xoxo
