Its been a long and hard year. Ant its almost over now. But I some how feel that its good to look back on this year. Not to dwell on the past. But jus to remind myself of it. And hopefully learn from it all.
This year began with high hopes and dreams. Aims and objectives. Wishes and fantasies. Change.. A new beginning . In ways I had accomplished all these goals. At the same time failing at it miserably. I started the year with my head up high. Felt as though I was on top of the world and their wasn’t anything I wasn’t prepared for.. Along the way this wasn’t the case. Their were days where I lay flat on the ground.. Their were days I stood focused and strong. Guess that was what we all have to accept. Life is a funny thing. Unpredictable like the weather.
As days went by I experienced new things. Met different people. Made new friends. Among these friends found a very special one indeed. She caught me by surprise . Wasn’t the typical girl I thought she was. She was more than that. As much as we were alike, we were still worlds apart. Over time I got to know her a lot.. I could say that she is one of the most significant happenings for me. But this has been more than just a “ONE HAPPENING” year.
Their were days were I dressed up hoping to fit in. Some days I did. Some days I didn’t. This year has been filled with history and chapters yet to be written. It has been taken over with regret. They had come in many ways. Small and big. Some were bigger when we let down a friend. Some has saved us from regret by making the right choice. Some times we had too little time for regret as we await what happiness future will bring us as it was their, their dream laid. And their were times we had to burry the regret in the hopes of never making the same mistake again. Nonetheless we all, myself included fought hard to make our lives better. Some battles were lost. Yet we must still believe that we are far from loosing the war.
Come end of this year. The history books will show the overall accomplishments and failures of this year. The main stories and headlines. But that’s not the story at all. Their will be things that the history books will never show. But everyone who lived, experienced, persisted and survived will never forget… That gain or lost… We fought hard for what we believed in.. For what we wanted.. If you had truly done that.. Then you don’t have anything to be ashamed about. So learn to keep your head up high.. And not loose sight of your goals. Because every day. Every minute.. Every second of each passing moment brings you one step closer to your dreams.. So don’t ever think of giving up… Not even for a second….
