Nike - The shoes

Ok heres the thing. None of you probably gives a shit about all this but the fact is, i am just a huge fan of nike. I mean i find their products and especially their sportswear line to be very appealing. And in my mind i just think nike is the king of all brands. So i been trying to get these really awesome shoes for like months now. There is only one of it available and with only one size and that being my perfect size. Its practically calling me to buy it right now. So when i finally got enough cash to buy it, i have people telling me its too expensive for at me at the moment and that there are more important things to do. I know its expensive and all but i really really wanted it. Anyways i decided not to buy it. I still like it alot but guess i just cant. So yeah non of you may give a crap but just had to say what u felt ! ! !

Red Devils

Hi. I am just here to let out some stuff. Firstly, Chelsea won the premier league. But I don’t think they deserve it. I truly do not believe that the best team won in the end. People say they achieved the perfect record with the big four clubs. But that is nonsense. In both games they played against Man united they had goals handed over to them by the officials. In both the matches they scored offside goals which led to Man united’s downfall. Not to mention the Liverpool game in Anfield. Liverpool never wanted to win in the first place because of their selfish reasons. Steven Gerrard their so called captain fantastic gave them the breakthrough goal. Its not only that. People keep forgetting Man united lost the best player in the world to Real Madrid. They also lost Tevez. Not to mention that one month or so they went without their whole back four and their were several times were their number one goal keeper was out injured. And the reserve goal keeper made so mistake that was the cause for Man united conceding goals. Man united had a less star-studded squad. They had limited amount of funds to buy players due to the financial crisis, unlike Chelsea who had plenty at their disposal. There is also the other issue of opponests being too soft again Chelsea and all that shit. Man united’s squad performed. They were more than ordinary players. They fought to the very end. They made Chelsea sweat and bite their own finger nails till their was nothing left to bite. But as I said before the record books will only show that Chelsea won the title. It wont mention the gifts handed over to them and the difficulties Man united had to endure. But the red devils are the champions in my eyes. Lets see you defend the title 3 times in a row like we did. That is very unlikely. Because the next time you visit the theater of dreams. We will tear you apart. And our will make your worst dreams come true.

2010

Greetings new year. It sure has been a long while. Sigh and what a roller coster ride it has been. Through all the good times. And the not so good times. Makes a guy think. Perhaps too much. Last holiday I got to go see someone special. Wasn’t easy but I made it. Words cant describe the whole experience. It was something magical. Like those we read out of story books and fairy tales.After 18 years I may have reached my limit. All the obstacles and challenges I faced. Now I just don’t think I have it in me anymore. God knows how close I been to falling over the edge. But with some great help I have to realise that I am still here. Down on the ground. But still not yet out. So I decided that I should try to get back on my feet. You know, roll the dice and give it one last shot. This year will potentially determine the rest of my live. This will be my one last and final attempt at glory.

The story of a failure

Once upon a time there lived a guy. Being curious was among the bad habits he had. Always thinking bigger than his age. He had dreams.. Big big dreams. And was desperately seeking greatness. Pffft… Obviously something a mere normal person is incapable of achieving. Perhaps it was the fact that every time he took one step forward, then he would take two steps back. So don’t be misled about the “Once upon a time” line. This is not one of those classic fairy tales. And certainly not a tale with a very happy ending.

So here is all that went down.. Without the little details every one forgets as time goes by. The guy was living a lie. To think he would do great things is a joke. He was stupid enough to fight his miserable fate. In the end got beat up like a rabid dog. Whilst everyone else moved on with there lives… See didn’t I tell you.. This story doesn’t have a happy ending.. No.. Not even close….

Living on a prayer

Its been a long time since I done this. A very long time. Looking back on what I said and thought. Well.. Lets just say if someone told me that this is how things would turn out. We will be having an argument that would probably never end.
Let me skip through time. She got back. And I was more than shocked to see her phone call. Putting it simple, we talked and surprisingly she wanted to hang out with me. Even after all that happened. . I had no idea about what I was getting myself into… etc etc etc.. One thing led to another and before I knew it. I was having the time of my life with her. Sure they were difficult times. But every second I spent with her was a dream come true. All those year’s I been going on about how I crave for perfection. It took me some hard hits on the head to realize that ‘PERFECTION’ was right in front me. And I would be a coward to let her go.
Three months ago I was hoping, wishing and praying to be with her. Though I must say I admitted it a bit late. Better late than never right??? It took plenty of hard decisions on both of our sides. But eventually we managed to get through it. Most of you would say that from now on their be smooth sailing. But I beg to differ. At least in my case I do. They say getting to the top is hard. But staying there is a tougher challenge. Which is what I am going to be facing now. I cannot afford to let her slip by my fingers again. She means too much to me. And I would be a fool to let my ignorance and arrogance drive her away..AGAIN…
So this is to you my COW… I am insanely in love with you. And I am trying my best to make you feel happy and wanted. And I know I will fall short of my intention sometimes. I hope to god you would bare with me.
I am not a perfect man.. It’s not like I have all the answers. Someone once told me that it’s ok to get lost in the darkness. It can be scary and roofed with unknown paths. But I am not afraid of getting lost in the darkness with you. Because it’s only in the dark night that you see the stars. And the stars will bring us back home…

P.S It’s a story of you and me
you miss i
love you
xoxo

A nostalgic journey....

In the eve of spring I found myself sitting around in the park. Innocent kids were playing around and looked as though they were having the time of their lives. The whole place had a strange feeling in the atmosphere. A feeling of happiness and belonging. But I could not resist the feeling of jealousy and hate. Those kids were playing around and enjoying themselves without a sense of how the real world feels like. What do they know about the real world anyway? They have had been concealed and shielded in their own perfect world without even the having a reflection for the others out there. As those self-centered thoughts ran through my mind I made my way out of the not wanting to look at others being happy.

Slowly gray clouds had filled the skies and small drops of rain had started falling from the sky. As I made marched my way through the ‘Moscow’ rain I began to have an all too familiar feeling of nostalgia. The very streets I was walking on reminded me of how badly I screwed up. The streets were empty and I had nothing bad my own mistakes staring back at me. Somewhere along the way I had somehow lost my way. But not knowing the reason I lost my way was a greater tragedy. My belief for ‘fending for yourself’ had gotten the best of me. As my arms and legs grew stronger my heart had caved in. I no longer had friends. No purpose. No reason to go back home. No one to point at and say ‘hey you’.

Nothing but regret rained down on me as I made my way. The walls had already come down on me. They say there are lots of ways to change and make a life. All at once. Or one day at a time. It seems that I had failed miserably at both.

The shift in power's....

Its final. The deal is done and its all over the media. The golden boy is off to Spain for a record breaking 80 million pound transfer fee. Its not like it was a big surprise. Real Madrid has always been known to attract big named players. Bt the fact is at this moment in time Madrid is not even at a close level to man united is.. Its suicidal to leave. There is no arguing the fact that Madrid once was in a league of its own. But times have changed.. They are no longer the feared giants despite of all their wealth. Madrid is not what it was a decade ago.

On the other hand clubs like man united has grown stronger. As others grew weaker. They have successfully established themselves as a force to be reckoned with. The club has reached feet’s that no one imagined. Opponents are left to just stand and wonder in “AAWW” when working down the tunnels of the theatre of dreams. They legion of fans for the team and manager is unequal.
Throughout history this team has had a black knight that gives them that edge over the others. Who ever wears the number 7 jersey turns out to be their lucky talisman. George best to Bryan Robson. David Beckham regenerated as Ronaldo.

Several reasons may have led to his departure. Ronaldo has won every silver wear there is to win with Man united. He has nothing else in England for him. Or perhaps its because of the fact that he wants to join and lead the revival of another giant. What player wouldn’t want that glory. The thought would have surely crossed his mind. Real Madrid’s newly appointed president has already set his master plan in motion. This is the same person who was capable of putting the “Galacticos” together. And his mind is now set in introducing even a better team. To do that he has recruited Kaka himself. The question is will it work. Will this be another fairy tale. Or will it all fall down and crumble. It’s suicidal to put two Aces in one team. Usually ending in the demise of the players career and rarely works.

People can go on say that Man united doesn’t need Ronaldo. But the fact is no time in history can this be put in an easy context. When was the last time anyone said ‘hey..we let the best player in the world go..and it made us stronger..’ It’s simply preposterous….